Friday, June 20, 2014

I caught myself throwing my cell away, was resting my head on the pillow on the table. Now to lie down.
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@ McDonald's

So.. My pants sagged in the middle. @ the auditions. Not much interesting.. I looked a little fat in some ways some times. My face. The sagging. Hot. I made a face at a mean lady @ the wall.. Slick, blonde guy kept trying to m***** me.
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Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Soda so untouched, it ends up being nothing but a bottle of corn syrup.
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Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Problems

You guys are the ones who are utterly mad.

Why am I getting an influx of negativity?

Why am I being teased not to sing? ':( .. I ain't givin' up! ':(
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Big Problem

My body is malfunctioning from everyone being mean to me. I was so mad for awhile. I think I'm being framed. Stop listening @ what you think my dad thinks. I am not always at my computer. How can someone turn on me? Don't listen. I will follow you. Stop messing things up. Those people were nasty. I just wanna make sure it's not someone else. I will not accept that treatment, playing around like you think it's something. Look at all I did. What is this? I'm not gonna talk to (just) anyone cuz my relationships were messed up.

So.. what's so funny? You want me to put up with this? It's not okay to go spraying someone's blood everywhere. I will not accept this, and I will think how I like. Look what you did to my relationship! As long as I don't act out in real life.

I don't know how I could be forgiven by a stupid person. I didn't tell anyone what it was. It sounds like something from my dad. How should I stand this? I was only violent in the head with my mom driving. Ha!
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Saturday, June 14, 2014

My beauty/good looks were stolen from me @ 11,
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Thinking of wearing pants and a blazer.
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